Thursday, April 21, 2011

Maundy Thursday with Love of God and ChildhoodSweetheart

                         I notice a guy wearing a pink shirt sited beside me 3 to 4 meters? I don't know. Just when i thought my childhood-sweetheart (lubdub lubdub)haha. 
              Too quiet,the voice of the father are the only noise i hear.1/30,000 range of priest here in our country.So sad, father ask things like this.Whenever we wish or pray for someone we always say:
"Father,ipagdasal nyo po yung anak,kapatid,asawa, ko."
Father reply:"O sige po,manalig po kayo sakanya(God),hindi nya kayo pababayaan."
Father realize one thing:"seldom,did somebody told me that he/she will pray for me?and not just for his/her personal intentions?."
              During the mass, i remember closest person i have in my life. Spending almost 18 years with her is one of the precious things exist.And i should Thank God in a while (teary eye).She's one of the reason why i attend this mass. Thinking of someday all of our beloved ones who already in heaven,will be back to us in  the same old way.I keep on praying that God would give her chance to live with us.That she will be fine the next few days,though mystery would be the only cure.
               Offering will be the next..hmm.I notice some girls behind my back looking to my childhood-sweetheart.(kinikilig,ang sarap tanungin kung anu yung sermon ni Father) It seems like they were not on a sacred place,by the way,God sees them.He knows it. 
"Please don't step on the kneel-er".I saw some people with their feet on it.haayy!(nako naman!)
Listening solemnly to father,i closed my eyes took a deep breath and remembering all the good things he gave to us.Just when i noticed,tear fall through my eyes. T.T
I continued praying for all these things.I would not divulge all of these.End of the mass.Going home.My mama waiting for me outside,i kiss and hug her.Things i often can't do with my papa.Days pass by GOD knows every single way to make me happy.And i am a devoted follower.Amen =)